Pulling the stitches out

The rain came down
Washed away my tears
It also washed away my fears

Inside my heart
Trusting love again
May not be so tough

Removing my shield
Opening up my heart
I feel it may have healed

Pulling the stitches out
Removing the Band-Aids
It maybe still
Battered and bruised
And possibly
Afraid

My love
In my heart
Kind of
Sort of
Most of
It
Craving anew start
It desires of, and is
Impatient of love
And wants anew start
It may not be
To smart

My thoughts within my mind
Yells and argues with my heart
It isn't your decision
You're not the one who decides

Don't you remember?
You cried
He lied
And you almost died
You were pushed aside
Taken for a bad ride

I,
As the mind
Who saved you
Who stitched you
I am the one who
Untied you
From inside
Allowing you to come outside
I never lied to you
I'm always beside you


When you,
The heart
Bled inside
Now
We both
Shall decide

Wasn't it I,
The mind,
Who healed you?
The last time
You dived into loved?

You were smeared dear
So simple for you to heal
So hard for me to decide

My Adopted daughter Tiffany

My Adopted Daughter Tiffany;
Tiffany has been in our family as a sister to my girls and a daughter to me, she has a heart of gold and she is a fighter, she just recently moved away from us on her own. She is 12 hours away from me, I am posting this blog because I miss having her here with us, I love you Tiff...and miss you !!!

this is a picture of me and her the day she returned to me just a little over 2 yrs. ago...

Falling deep within my thoughts

Dancing across meadow fields
Hearing trickles of the creeks
Chirps of the birds
Wind blowing trees

I see a sky lined with baby blue colors
Looking up at billowy clouds a-floating
As I dance upon this ground
Grass blades between my toes
I spin with a curve
Feeling my skirt take a swirl
I hear nothing but nature's whispers
As it flows through my ears
Like the breeze that moves the curls in my hair

I rest down on the sweet grass
Falling deep into my thoughts
Of a gentleman that has caught my hold

An Oldie but Goody

This video was made by my brother John, he put it together with all of the old films that my Dad filmed when we were young. Waterskiing and horsebackriding etc, I am the little short girl with dark brown hair and I was about 7 yrs old...check out the link to YouTube.com ...

YouTube

My Brother John's website is called ke5rs, he has many sites with his CB Ham Radio, and I use to call him a Nerd back in junior High School... now he has been with 3M in Texas for 27 yrs. and he is worth a half a million dollars...so I guess I should say "who's laughing now?".

The History of how the Rose Bowl began

Nickname “The Granddaddy of them all” The rose Bowl Game has been a sellout attraction every year since 1947. The 1998 Rose Bowl game was the 52nd anniversary of that agreement, the longest standing tradition of any collegiate conference and a bowl association.
In 1902, the tournament of Roses Association decided to enhance the day’s festivities by adding a football game. It all started out with the Rose Tournament and led onto being the most popular sport event every year.

The stadium grew with the Rose Bowl Game's popularity. In 1928, the south end was filled in, increasing the seating capacity to 76,000. Further enlargements took place in 1932 (83,677), 1949 (100,807) and 1972 (104,696). The current seating capacity is approximately 93,000, although stadium room was found for a record crowd of 106,869 on January 1, 1973.

And WTF...What happened to the 49’ers this yr.?

A couple of Mondays ago when the Bronco’s and the Cowboys were playing, that game should of been the Super Bowl because the excitement of it was amazing, even know I didn't care to much for either team. I felt sorry for the Cowboys because they kept reviewing their plays. The Cowboys would of won 3 or 4 times, but I think because of them playing the game on the Bronco’s territory they took advantage of the right to review the Cowboy’s plays, but the Cowboy’s won anyway, what an exciting game that was.