Until soon I will disappear

Restlessness overtaking me,shifting, uneasy glance.Nervous hands, clenching tightly,personality distanced,eyes averted,looking right through the world.Blurry visions of hope,glimpsed through a fog of madness,overtaking the simple life,shifting priorities,changing me...zombified reality,black and white world,changing...fading....foggy mist in a distance I until soon I'll disappearand then everything including fear will disappear...