Today is the Day

Today is the day I start living, wiping out those bad thought and memories. Just as though you were wiping off a black board, using an eraser to make things disappear.
Although each morning I struggle to get out of bed, I pray that today will be that new beginning. Only I can begin to live and forget, wiping it completely clean.
Or maybe it isn't possible, maybe I need more prayer, to be blessed or even go as far as removing that portion of the brain.

I know that I have the strength to overcome this desire of addiction and yet I become weak and aloud the demon to interfere with my life.

I want to begin to start a happy lifestyle without the addiction taking over,
I want happiness and wisdom and courage and strength.

I will
I will
I will begin, and today is the day to start living and start forgetting.





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